It Comes and Goes

I think I feel a mixed episode coming on. My thoughts are racing, I’m barely sleeping yet not that tired–but I’m absurdly depressed. Bipolar is actually a very depressing disease. Even when treated perfectly, 75% of patients will continue to have episodes, and there is no cure. Not being able to control your own mind is frightening and depressing.

I really just wanted to complain. That’s all.